Okay I figured it out.
I drove down to Lake Tahoe after work today because I decided I needed to jump into the lake and by the time I finished with work, I was fully commited. So after driving through the mountains, I found myself in the process of simultaneously chugging wine, convincing myself this was what I needed to do, and making friends with a large group of young people who were playing, drinking, and watching the sun set. After talking with a few of them: a local born n raised in Tahoe, a boy from Maine who went to and dropped out of school in Reno, a boy who was drunk and had memorizing blue/grey eyes and silky curly brown hair and didn’t say a word, etc…. I realized what I find attractive in a person is intellect. I love people who are smart. I do I do I do.
(That was the sole purpose of this blog post)
Satisfied.