I'm talking to myself.

I have go get a new tumblr. Goodbye to my people and the past 6 years of myself in blog form.

Okay I figured it out.

I drove down to Lake Tahoe after work today because I decided I needed to jump into the lake and by the time I finished with work, I was fully commited. So after driving through the mountains, I found myself in the process of simultaneously chugging wine, convincing myself this was what I needed to do, and making friends with a large group of young people who were playing, drinking, and watching the sun set. After talking with a few of them: a local born n raised in Tahoe, a boy from Maine who went to and dropped out of school in Reno, a boy who was drunk and had memorizing blue/grey eyes and silky curly brown hair and didn’t say a word, etc…. I realized what I find attractive in a person is intellect. I love people who are smart. I do I do I do.

(That was the sole purpose of this blog post)

Satisfied.

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I can’t wait for someone to be like super excited to be with me and super proud of me because i feel like i’m always that kind of girlfriend and i never have really had it reciprocated so i’m excited to somehow someday have that happen back to me.

And also, thanks for listening. I wish you could hug me too but listening is good enough.

And also, Diary, why does the closeness in proximity to that person change the amount of each said feeling? Like why do I feel so lonely and insignificant and overwhelmed right now?

Sincerely,

How can you be a grown up in black and white business casual attire on a business trip on the other side of the country if everything makes you cry?

Working on it.

See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

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